Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Saturday, November 03, 2007

End of Blog

This is the official end of this Blog. Thanks to all who have read it. It's been fun but it's time to put it out of it's misery. It will stay up until I get some things printed from it.

Happy Blogging to YOU.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Another addition to our Family

...if you know me at all...you would wonder what was wrong with me...I wondered myself...but we did it...

We got another pooch.

BUT it is actually OK. It's not another bulldog. It's a Cavalier King Charles Spaniel. We name her Coco. She super cute, quite the snuggler, playful, and loves ME...which scored her big points. It was the main reason I kept her. She loves me and she can snuggle. She's a lap dog which I reallly like. And she's SMALL...which is a bonus. Next to BlackJack she's a piece of cake to take care of.

Blacky is still my boy but she fulfills needs he can't. He's not a snuggler and he's definately not a lapdog. He can't get on the couch nor in our bed. He's just too big, stinky, sheddy, all the above. But we love him. He's got enough personalitly for a million dogs (when he's awake). He's a hoot.

So that's our big news.

For more info on her and Cavaliers go to www.jadelyncavaliers.com

Coco is on everypage at the top except the opening page. She's the brown and white one.

I'll post some pics real soon. Not tonight though because I'm so tired.

Ruff Ruff.

Friday, August 17, 2007

Riding the Waves of Indecision

Please say a prayer for my husband. He lives with the most up and down, manic depressant, on again off again, roller coaster riding, indecisive wife. I really don't mean to be, but this home school journey has made me this way. All year I have been on again off again about home school. Weekly it changes. My husband has given up trying to lead in this situation. He says the ball's in my court.

Since I said, "...I should post also about why I [am continuing] to home school this year if this past [year] was so hard," two posts ago I have went and visited a charter school. I was really thinking I was sending them to school in a couple of weeks.

BUT I went there and I got a sick-to-my-stomach feeling. That is my "gut feeling". I know when I get this feeling the decision what ever it may be is not right. I knew then they wouldn't be going to school this year at a school. That's it. I will (God Willing) be homeschooling this year.

SO...I must add (for my fellow Christian folk) that last year when I made the decision to home school it was simply because and ONLY because I felt God led me to do it. I had no convictions of my own as to WHY, only that's what He wanted me to do. I had already signed them up for private school. Then one night I got the "gut feeling"...the next day I cancelled their registration and began the adventure of homeschooling.

This year I have not been led by God to send them to school. I have just been a rebellious little child of God and took the matters into my own hands. Thus, the up and down emotions. I haven't really prayed about it too much because I kind of knew what God wanted and didn't want to hear it. I was trying to see if I could do it differently and somehow be at peace about it.

Homeschooling is a commitment and it's challenging, and frankly I'm a WIMP. When things get tough and there are schools out there and teachers who do this sort of stuff for a living I think, "Why am I making life so difficult. I could be enjoying a few hours all to myself everyday, reading a good book, going to the gym, going out to coffee etc, while someone else teaches my kids."

But today's trip to the "regular school" confirmed what I already knew. It's just not time for that yet. Maybe someday I don't know. I'll take it year by year and PRAY and see where God is leading.

I am excited to home school another year. It's in my heart. I just hope since it's my second year that I'll do a better job than this past year. That I can make it more enjoyable for my kids and be more consistent.

I do have more of an answer as to WHY I am homeschooling this year, in addition to it being God's will for us. Because I heart homeschool. I really do. It's an adventure, it's neat, it's fun. When it's good, it's soooo good. It's nothing like I thought it'd be when I first started out (Thank God) but so much more. There is so much one can do as a homeschool mom for her kids. The sky's the limit. There is so much to offer your children. And it's not cookie-cutter. It can be so creative. It a good feeling when you figure out a way to teach your child something that is normally boring in a fun, exciting way. Overcoming the challenges is fulfilling.

So ONWARD I go into the 07-08 school year.

God forgive me for my rebellious heart. Give me what I need for this upcoming year I pray.

Monday, August 13, 2007

Learning to Read

About a week ago I bought Hooked on Phonics and a Leap Pad letter video from Costco. My daughter loved the video and watched it over and over again. She was learning sounds and not even realizing she was "schooling". So anyways, she watched that over and over and all we did with the HOP is learn the letter names. Today she decided she was going to learn to read, so she got her books out and proceded to sound out words. Among some of the words she sounded out were "tag", "rag", and "lots". It was really neat to see and she was pretty happy about her accomplishment.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Phew...I've been busy & School Plans

OK so I have been busy, although it doesn't look like much **my side bar people** (see previous post) but adding stuff to these blogs is tedious, time consuming work. At least it is for me. But it's fun. I feel like I have a real blog now. I just have to learn now how to blog about stuff people want to read. Well I'll get to that eventually, I kind of like to ramble anyways so I'm in no hurry.

So I was thinking. It's August and all and September is right around the corner which means a new school year. For a homeschool fam it could mean that and it could not. Some of us homeschool year round. Which is what we have done this summer. {Ok random question. Is "homeschool" one word or two?}

I'd like to say it's because we just love to school so much that we didn't want to stop but that's not quite the truth. This year was one of the hardest years of my life. I'll just lay it out there...that's what it was. I was up and down. One minute thanking God above that he called me to do this, looking forward and planning the years to come, the next minute looking for jobs online so I could afford private school and then the next minute thinking, "you know, public school doesn't look all that bad." {We don't need to mention the 3 or 4 near panic attacks I had this year} But anyways, we're just plain "behind" when it comes to the curriculum we're using. {Could that be because we didn't even school the entire month of April this year (March was a bad month)Maybe}

So we have schooled this summer. Before you think, "poor kids, don't even get a summer vacation," "schooled this summer" means this: about a week in June, a week and a half in July, and this past week of August. And a typical day is about 3-4 hours. So don't go feeling sorry for the little twerps.

Am I worried about being behind? No. Because what is "being behind" really? Compared to regular school is what we all think? Well my son isn't behind for a few reasons. For one, had he went to school this year I was going to have him do another year in Kindergarten (rather than first) for social reason not academic. Secondly, the work he's done this year is pretty advanced in my opinion so I think he's fine. Third, homeschool's timetable is just so different than regular school. Unless you do it, it's sort of hard to understand. And 4th, come Sept. we're abandoning our current curriculum to start a brand new one and we'll be starting my son with second grade and my daughter with Kindergarten. So when second grade starts he'll be second grade in everything but Math which we'll finish up with later in the fall and then start second. So we're fine.

So with all that said I was actually going to talk about curriculum in this post but I'll go ahead and save it for a later date. Oh and you know I should post also about why I continued to homeschool this year if this past one was so hard. I will here soon because that is a good subject.

Happy Sunday all.

Friday, August 10, 2007

I'm Kind of Excited

I am learning how to put pictures and picture links in my side bar. So stay tuned as I'm sure I'll be putting more and more in as the days go by. By the way that pic of me isn't the purtiest pic but it is the most REAL. That's what I look like most of the time (minus the glasses), no make up and hair pulled back in a barret or pony tail (when my hair is longer). I am a pretty simple girl, and I'm OK with that.

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Memories of an Ordinary Day

Sometimes in my regular journal I like to write down what we did that day...just to remember the ordinary days of our lives. The lives of my children go by so fast and I wish I could videotape every minute. It saddens me how much I forget. Some memories are burned in my mind but many more have fluttered away.

So here I am on my blog doing this same thing. Just a couple of things I'd like to remember in the future.

Like how my daughter looks so cute flipping her "Hooked On Phonics" flashcards with her little 4-year-old fingers.

Like how my son told me how he got his math done so fast by singing a little song and using his little 7-year-old fingers to count.

Like the cute little look on my daughters face when she doesn't know one of her letters as she flips through her flashcards.

Like how the 2 of them played in the dirt at the soft ball game and made a berry pie with some berries and dirt.

Like how they have watched their new Leap Pad Letters DVD over and over since we got it 3 days ago.

Like the satisfaction I get as I watch them play in the dirt and be kids.

Like how I so much enjoy reading Mrs. Piggle Wiggle to my kids.

Or things...

Like how I feel when I see my husband run the bases faster than anyone on the team (except maybe his brother ha ha) and that's with no cleats on.

Like how I just enjoy watching him play softball period.

Like how I feel when I see my husband working his butt off finishing the fence, replacing the slat on the deck, and mowing the lawn in the hour he has from the time he gets off work to when we have to leave for the game.

Or things...

Like how my sweet doggy follows me, and noone else but me, all over the house and sleeps under my desk or in my office as I type.

Like how my sweet doggy stinks up my office as I type...not fun but a funny memory nonetheless.

Or things...

Like the feeling of a accomplishment I got as I got many things done today and didn't get stressed out like schooling my kids, cleaning, laundry, feeding/bathing my kids, cleaning my dog, putting a shelf together, getting half my office cleaned up, and staying on my diet (ha ha)...


That's all for now I think.

By the way my son asked me yesterday why there needs to be a husband and a wife to have a baby... Fabulous.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Outside Endeavors

We've been steadily getting things done outside. Pictures will follow in a near future post. We're just a few slats away from finishing a portion of fence that was rotted away from an ivy infestation. We have pressure washed out little porch and it is about one third stained. This Saturday we hope to haul away many loads of yard debris and rotten wood and concrete stones. And I'd like to get some front yard weeding accomplished. All of this and more we would like to get done for an end of Summer BBQ we want to have for friends and family and just to have done before winter sets in.

Tonight J will play in a playoff softball game. I LOVE watching him play. Hottie Tottie. Ha ha.

Alrighty hopefully I'll get some pics downloaded tonight and put them up.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Smith Rock Part 1














The beginning of the "misery trail"













Another view from the top looking down at where we started.








Victory










On the other side on the way down.









Keep in mind these pics are in no particular order...

Smith Rock Part 2

We visited some friends this weekend who live by Smith Rock




Here's my boy. With some of the rocks behind him










The two of us. So fun. I really did have a good time with just me and my boy.









Here we are half way up Misery Trail














A picture from the top












The two boys and the "joker" aka Jack Nicholson

Happy Birthday to my Boy

The two birthday boys.










Blowing out the candles












Pinada...








There's more pics but didn't feel like putting them all down...

Here You Go TAM!

Here's the full "plant thing" growing on what used to be a flower stand














And these are the blooms...the one on the left is the before and the one on the right is after...it's the fuzzy one.


The plant thing has since been removed.

New Plants and Old Plants aka This Buds For You!




Pushing through the dirt











We made it.
The tall one is sunflowers, then we have baby snap dragons and then forget-me-nots.
Thanks Burgerville

Visitors...


My mom and dad are on the left and my aunt and uncle are on the right. They came to visit and we all had a bbq at my parents house.
Fun times. My uncle entertained us with many stories of old times. It was fun

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Help Wanted...

Needed: Well qualified individual to give me a good, swift kick in the butt every day to get me up and at 'em!

Must have experience and references.

Must own a nice pair of boots.

Job requirements include being at my home everyday by 7am. Must be able to pull/lift 150+ pounds (give or take) out of bed/off couch/out of chairs. Must know how to make a good up of Joe. Must be able to endure the wrath of tired, stay at home, sleep deprived, home schooling mama of 2 and not take rude, mean or irrational comments personally.

Job description: A typical day would be arriving at my home by 7am. Making a pot of coffee. Pulling me out of bed. Kicking me down the hall. Only let me sit at table (not on couch) while drinking coffee. Then you must shout orders for what I'm to do next...cleaning, kids up and breakfast, schooling, bible reading and prayer (must be able to prioritize and schedule). Any time I stall or sit down you are to pull me up and kick me in the butt. At no time may you let me sit down at the computer...for once there roots start to grown into the seat. Your days end when poor husband comes home and must take over from there.

Former Drill Sargents a plus.

Life is FREAKIN Crayz (intentional misspelling)

Cray-z (That's my new Rapper name) Yo Yo Cray-Z J

Ok I like that: Yo Yo Cray-Z J

Yo Yo because that is my emotional state at all times.

Cray-Z because I am crazy and going crazy and feel crazy every day and I like the unique spelling

J because it flows well...not because my name starts with a J.

By the way, party at my house on SATURDAY!!! Par-tay!!

Sunday, July 15, 2007

***pee'ing my pants***


J just told him the one about the priest, the weiner dog, and the pollock...

8 Loads
















TruckLoads that is. Of yard debris we hauled off today....Ok so see the right side of the garage--that walk-way was ALL ivey... you could not see anything down there. See all those stumps and wood debris. That was all buried in the ive. We didn't even know it was there. Included in that was multiple sheets of plywood, more piles of wood and even some doors (currently in the back yard) all in the ivy that you couldn't see. See the marking on the garage by the window. That is from the ivy. It swarmed up the wall onto the roof and was making it's way INSIDE the garage. It spanned from our house to the fence and down the entire side, to the ivy that was just in the previous post. It was a nightmare. But it's GONE now.

We still have probably about 6 truck loads of debris left in the back yard...no we did not get it all today and J worked from 9-3 taking loads.

Yard Work After Pictures




This is the "after" pics of 2 or 3 posts ago. BTW, I just posted some b&a's of another spot and blogger screwed up and I lost it....annoying...


So here they are...


More Yard Work...



Before and After or MORE vine/ivy action going on here...











So this is the after












and this is the Before...



I couldn't get them in the right order it was sort of annoying...


Before and After




The overgrown ivy in our back yard...(for newcomers, we just moved here...) The building is the back of our garage. The ivy is growing her, on the fence, and down the side of the garage.







Just another angle.









Ta Da!! We just took this pic today.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Yard Work Before Picture



This is a hedge on one border of our house that was very over grown. We pruned it and edged on the opposite side. Today J is hauling off the debris so soon I can post an after picture.




























This was done in only a matter of about 3-4 hours. And it makes a huge difference in the appearance.

rock off...


Who rained on her parade...pwabuhbwee mommy...

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Flowers



Flowers that my little girl picks for me.



















Friends...With the Same (nearly) Name


These were on the 3rd of July...at our Friends house...

This is my son and his buddy with the same name when you call them by the shorter version... :)





















My Little Gurl


Go tissy go, go!

It's my birthday and I'll blog if I want to...


Happy Birthday To Me

part 7

So where was I??? I think I left on with him asking me to marry him. Yes, so that was Sept. We were so excited and just couldn't wait. We were thinking of getting married the next summer. So then in Dec/Jan, around the new year we were in Reno at a wrestling tournament...or was in Vegas?? Oh yes it was Vegas.

So my parents were there, his, his Grandma, a cousin and Uncle...and we thought, "hey why not get married here????" and we were soooo tempted and everyone was kind of like, "why not??" We are a tad tempted but we decided against it.

So then we decided it would be July. Then during the spring I was perusing the calander checking out different weekends and I thought, "why not May 31st???" for various reasons and that's what we planned....

So...like there is more to the story but I have to interrupt this program for technical difficulties...

Technical difficulties that involve the wiring inside my brain. I have to pause in this story because I'm getting bored with it and the writing about it reflects it. So I need to pause and re-group. In the mean time I'll post other things.

What to do?


My bulldog has the stinkiest gas ... and that's an understatement. It's beyond anything you can imagine. He likes to laydown by me when I'm on the computer and about every 15 minutes he lets one off.


Stress will give him gas but I believe now it's his food. The food we used to give him got recalled and they are taking their time on it getting it reformulated so it's unavailabe. We've tried 3 foods and not only do they give him the nastiest gas (that's he's had for about 2 months) his poo is ... well I'll just spare the details. I hope his old food is ready soon I don't know how much longer my I can take this. I just want to throw him outside and leave him...but I can't.


He's a cutie but boy does he stink.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

A couple more Father's Day Pics



My sweet Family














Kiddo's being silly










The pretty view we had while we ate our picnic breakfast--which consisted of fruit, whipped cream, pastry's and coffee and juice.

Recent Pics

This was the 3rd of July at a friends house. It's an annual tradition at their place to get together with friends and do fireworks. It was fun and I was thankful and appreciated being included in this fun day at their homes. Thanks B and J!





This was Father's day. We picnic'ed (sp?) up top Chip Ross Park in Corvallis. The trail for this place was right across the street from our old place.